We all remember ourselves to be good citizens in our primary ages. Striving for the good and sucking up while were at it. The bad was'nt really an option, we just could'nt accept a evil part in ourselves.
But indeed there is always a first time. the first robbery, the first lie, the first kiss, the first cheat. Deviance, mates is a great part within us. It is in every entity in this world. Somewhere, hidden deep within us is there is the urge to deviate from the right path. The path that promises us paradise. There is a voice within us that relates to these very temptations "AREY JUB HOGA DEKHA JAE GA, WOH BAAD KI BAAT HAI, TU TO YAAR PAPU HI RAHE GA, ZINDAGI CHOTI HAI DOST...". We then make the move...
UB SOOCH KYA RAHA HAI? JUB BOLA THA NAE KARNA, TUB TO TERE GA*D MEIN KEERAY PARH RAHE THAY, UB PUKHATLE!
What has happened?
What have i done wrong?
I just let my curiosity lead my inner voice....
I never knew id be labeled and stereo typed through out my life as such an individual....
That my friend is the beginning of leadership. There is a leader in every segment of life. A leader for good and a leader for bad, a leader of leaders and a leader of followers. There's even a leader of losers. Were all followers of a leader, if not the leader himself we are indeed accounted for our own deviance. Sanctioned positively or negatively for every thing we do.
It's like living in a glass house, with a board of judges, forming opinions on every act of yours. Even if retreat, they judge you on where you look, how many times u breathe before u look again. It is all part of not fitting in the society. The MISFIT, or as we term them as the LONESOME.
They live alone, and trust none but their own words. Life has no meaning, it can be seen as moments of the beating heartbeat. They understand the ride they're taken for, and that money is the root cause of all the attention. The words that are cliched in their minds have no purpose, the meanings are lost and the values are broken, Norms re written, cultures are lost.
The lost cultures lead us all to a new generation, we are now the leaders of our own time. But if every generation has its own leader...who are the few memorable ancestors. There is Chaos, no one has the capacity to stop and think about the others. The Rat race has begun.
Yet again, we loose. What more is there to loose?
A lost culture- where there are consensus for a value and norm is insignificant.
A lost love- where words have lost value and it is all a game of weakening ones self.
A lost generation- life shall lead on in chaos and panic, homes are destroyed for ever...
A place where everyone can survive but no one can live.
A daughter is born without her purity and virginity.
A son is born with his first rape and brutality.
A father is brought to loose his family.
A mother is brought to loose her love.
No house is spared from the night full screams of fright.
No hospital is spared with butchers in place of doctors.
No office is left where there are slaves donating their blood for hopeless mercy.
No court is left where money is the judge of law.
WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF DEVIANCE. The very world we all live in and strive hard to adapt to. We follow our strength and hide our weaknesses, rather than follow our weakness and hide the strength. We can never rest a peaceful night. Welcome to the nights of paranoia. Meet your self as a Schizophrenia.
And that day you close your eyes for ever, the question shall echo in ur grave...
"what are you here to offer?"
"What have done for ME in your sorry life line?"
"Do u believe in Fate and God above?"
Hence, i welcome you to this world of DEVIANCE...
the day you leave...is the day you will never open your eyes again.
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